Last week spelt doom, and this week, i honestly have no idea of how it'll turn out. For no reason at all (apparently) i lost mood in almost everything i did last week, and everything just doesn't seem to turn out right. It was a tug-of-emotion. confusing. Perhaps like ck said, imbalance of hormone.. once a month.. bla bla..but his hypothesis was wrong, definitely.on second thought, perhaps the word "imbalance" was correct.
This week, my moods turned out.. offset. Yesterday for instance, i was, absent-mindedly talkin w Mr Davies in the class during the lectures.. until suddenly i heard Dr C's voice, "you're distracting me". goodness! suddenly all the street lights brightened.. and a flash of light from the heaven hit me straight on the head, immediately plunging me deep into a pit of guilt. The guilt crept into every corner of my visual axis.. sigh.. i just cant get away with it. Then I thought of my sweet lecturer, Dr Gurmeet.. she once told us not to let the guilt hang unto us for too long.. its unhealthy.. yah.. its true.. but.. i just can't do it. At least not for now.. maybe tomoro? =)
And I just had a test - small animal diseases. I was told before that diabetes mellitus will be included in the test, but somehow, during the revision and all the last minute studies.. "DIABETES" failed to make its way into part of my revision. Gosh! And i didn't even realize this until they started distributing the q papers, and i saw many "DIABETES" staring at me. Gosh! ..... ... (taking a deep breath here)..
anyway.. i hope i won't do such stupid mistakes again in future.. and of course, hopefully my M-16 worked out fine in the test. if it did not, guess i'll have to invest on better shotguns then.
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obviously you are unhappy cause you think you did bad during the test and because Dr C point you out. that should be the cause !!!
Nevermind dear... this is life...and there must be the ups and downs!
:)
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