finali.. BREAK FREE!

oh yeah, i can't believe it, i'm finali thru half the semester! good.. i've only got another half to thrive thru.. and another semester.. then i'm off.. fluttering my wings until i soar high up in the air.. but then.. until then.. the journey is not an ez one. a short? yet long one. kinda twist our brain left to right and somersault it. Ahermm.. so, let's not think far.. yet.

after so many days of bzzzz.. i'm finali free! free to check mail, read through every word individually, admire everysingle inch of pictures and dropping my comments at every possible blog. oh.. there's a sudden cool breeze brushin thru my face.. my hair.. oh la la.. oops.. the cattle smell is stil stuck on/in my hands.. gee.. din wash with hibiscrub long enuf. i just came back from cleaning a calf's wound. tat explains the clinging smell..

visited a fren who recently gave birth, and she made it sound as though, caesarian is a common thing in gynae nowadays. so common tat when there's pain, C-sect. pain? C-sect! can't stand the pain? C-sect! how could it? i dun bliv it.. tot there's supposed to be post-op complications bla bla bla? hmm.. thinking abt giving birth.. ew.. not yet.. let's not think of tat.. yet.

oh, n good news for my "Fixed" fans.. i'm coming up with "Fixed 4" soon. yup.. during the 1-week break, i'll do it. ;)

i'm now okay.

this mornin had been one of the best of this sem's wednesdays. wow, bacte rota was real cool - in the sense tat, you get all the revisions without anyone judgin u, "u duno?" "how can u forget this simple thing?!" The best part is.. well.. the lecturer's such a sweet lady.. oh yeah.. i like her.. she's as nice as her brother (another Dr in my fac). :P

This mornin we saw the results of our bacteria culture on the blood agar n mc conkey agar. gosh! i couldn't help giggling looking at one of my group mate's culture. my God.. his bacterial growth was too profound, you can even see 5 mm lines on the entire plate! Seemed to me that he just painted the agar with a paint brush.

(u see, when we grow bacteria in blood agar, we're trying to isolate the many many many bacteria by a method called streaking, then incubate 24 hour, then the next day, by right, we're supposed to see single round colonies on the agar.. if all went well..)

But.. laughing at ppl is bad.. so i stopped my giggles until another person mentioned it. Dr even exclaimed, "What have you done with it?!" n some ppl made some silly mistakes jiggling with the test tubes, agar.. well well.. jokes. ;)

my conference slides are now prepared loo.. spent another 52 hours for it.. hehe.. forget abt the corrupted file. All effort went in vain. nevertheless.. thanks to mr krishnn,kokY, davies, fan n eve for ur concern.

hmm.. I'm now OKAY. :D

ARRGggh!!!

I've been staying up late at home last fri n sat, and i mean real late.. sleeping merely 2-3 hours daily, spending the entire day trying to finish up, furnish and even preparing my scripts for my upcoming clinical conference, saving them only in a thumbdrive (aow.. how silly of me!)... my beautiful thumbdrive that kept me smiling all day in the computer lab. Never had it crossed my mind tat something could go wrong... until...

Yerternite, in my college, i tried to open the the powerpoint file. The moment the powerpoint software was ready.. there went, "PowerPoint cannot open the file represented..." Gosh! I kept cool, calm, thinking, perhaps the computer which i used at home was Windows XP, and the one in my room was Windows98.. probably incompatible...

Just now.. i hopefully opened the file, oh no.. pls pls pls open it.. i'll go crazily berserk if it cant open the file... and the same window appeared! "PowerPoint cannot open..." Arrrgggh!!! I grabbed Zane's shoulder, kicked uncontrollably, and i thought i almost smashed the computer.. but all tat took place was tears flooding into my eyes...

AAAARRRGGGGGHHhhh!!

any computer expert out thr who can open this file? anyone? just anyone .... :'(

milky sweet pie

Today i learnt something new...

when a guy gives a gal "milky sweet pie",
it means a man is interested in a girl...

so becareful.. gals out there.. n guys out there.. dun send wrong messages.. :P

* i know tis sounds stupid, but hey.. its true. ;) haha.. but i dun think it's ALWAYS true anyway.

Unpredictable it is

After the clinical conference today, I heard a bad news.. my fav dob was PTSed. For those who dunno, PTS is a widely used term in a vet's world.. cause it means literally.. put to sleep. To put someone who's very much awake, to suddenly fall asleep.. once.. and for all.. for ever.. never to wake again... well, at least not physically. It was.. sudden.

Just 3 weeks back, I have been playing around with him.. checkin him here n there, poking his this n tat.. and yet he accepted all my little quiet mischieves with the ever-happy look. There was never a moment of growl from him, even when i touched his wound. So sweet.. been jumping up n down everyday.. eager for food.. barking for attention.. n now.. he's no longer here. Silent...

Yet, after I disembark from ktm kepong, on the way home i visited a fren's granma. Another surprise said "hi". I couldn't believe my eyes.. for the first time.. i reali thought.. gosh.. was I dreaming? was i? My gregarious nanny looked 10 years older.. so much weaker.. i wonder if she still walks around like she used to? it was just a 6-month tat crawled past us! And.. the effects were clear.. pronounced.. evident. My heart sank the moment i saw her.. really.. how could this have taken place?

Life is.. indeed.. unpredictable. Feeling bad, I walked home all the way.. still shaking myself back to reality. It just wasn't real. So unreal. Then I saw my joyous Toffee who was already anouncing desperately to my neighbours tat i'm home.. ears laid back, flat.. swaying his gluteals left n right, 180 degrees.. waggin tail, 300 degrees. It was such a plain joy to see him.. washed away my troubles at first glance.

Yes, life is not always full with smiles n laughters.. the bad ones happen.. come along. Just as long as we truly treasure all tat we have this very moment, as long as the ones who you cared for and loved knows tat you reali do..

It suffices.

The Reason

The Reason - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

#:
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

#
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

#
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Lovely Nite *

bad news.. a dog which used to be under my care had just been diagnosed with cancer.. a malignant one. A month's life, maybe? God knows... I usuali dun have such a deep-felt thingy for my patients, but he's a very special doggy. Being a very disciplined, attention-seeking, playful, cheerful, real-big-but-cute dob, he's simply exceptional. I used to walk him every evening, and I mean walk. Can u imagine wat wil happen if he ever decides to run me? gosh.. I never dared to think of the consequences. I saw the radiograph. Though I can't give a 100% correct interpretation, but i can see the word "malignant" staring at me. May God bless him...

This evening had KFC with coursemates.. it was fun.. a 2nd one in a row afta the coursenite 2 weeks ago. Everythin was crazz and laughter filled up the hall.. It was the best coursenite i've ever attended.. hey, y not? I'm the senior, isn't it?! And the privelege of being a senior, is nothing more than.. bullying the juniors, in a decent way. ;) yep.. Gettin together was reali so much fun.. I wished sweet things will last the way it is forever.. But reality has to sink in, i know. It doesn't matter.. as long as I cherish the one moment in front of me. I'll b fine.

Then went on to play guitar with few frens.. wow! it was really.. lovely! like a mini band! i wished i found this band earlier! we sang songs, mainly oldies, played guitar.. i just love it. Well, of course, the moment the guitar fell into my hands.. the songs never went on smooth, there were frequent pauses every here n thr.. geee.. i hope my frens wun mind..

n of course.. i discovered sth new tat nite.. i've been strumming "Qing Fei De Yi" wrongly all these while! gosh... thank goodness i realised it. Now i've got a new song in mind... "Lao Shu Ai Da Mi". i'll pluck it. ;)

Lao Shu Ai Da Mi - sing along!!

Lao Shu Ai Da Mi (Mouse Loves Rice Grain) click here for chords n melody

Wo ting jian ni de sheng yin
You zhong te bie de gan jue
Rang wo bu duan xiang
Bu gan zai wan ji ni

Wo ji de you yi ge ren
Yong yuan liu zai wo xin zhong
Na pa zhi neng gou zhe yang de xiang ni

Ru guo zheng de you yi tian
Ai qing li xiang hui shi xian
Wo he jia bei nu li hao hao dui ni
Yong yuan bu gai bian

Bu guan lu you duo me yuan
Yi ding hui rang ta shi xian
Wo hui qing qing zai ni er bian dui ni shuo
Dui ni shuo

Wo ai ni Ai zhe ni
Jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi
Bu guan you duo shao feng yu
Wo dou hui yi rang pei zhe ni

Wo xiang ni Xiang zhe ni
Bu guan you duo me de ku
Zhi yao neng rang ni kai xin
Wo shen me dou yuan yi
Zhe yang ai ni


老鼠爱大米 歌手:杨臣刚

我听见你的声音
有种特别的感觉
让我不断想不敢再忘记你

我记得有一个人
永远留在我心中
哪怕只能够这样的想你

如果真的有一天
爱情理想会实现
我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变

不管路有多么远
一定会让它实现
我会轻轻在你耳边对你说(对你说)

我爱你爱着你
就像老鼠爱大米
不管有多少风雨我都会依然陪着你

我想你想着你
不管有多么的苦
只要能让你开心我什么都愿意
这样爱你