renovated hse

this is the reward for my 6-hour effort-sitting on a newspaper-laden floor, hands n legs full with paint stain.. but it's worth it. jst hope toffee loves the new colour of his hse. of course, he didn't get the chance to vote for his fav col before hand. nevertheless.. i'm sure his owner knows wat col suits him best. bright.. jst like him. ;)


look at him! sleepin peacefuli as if his hse hasn't shrunken in size. hehe.. dun wori toffee.. tis is just temporary.. wait til the paint gets dry.. n ur gona love ur new hse.. ;)

illegal or not?

i was waiting for the komuter train at midvalley stn this evening, was squating down, bzly distributing my harvest of the day with my fren. instinctively, my head turned left, and i saw a man holdin his video camera directly shooting at me (if not my fren!). the red light was even on. hmm.. perhaps he's shooting the guy next to me.. wat the heck..

so i stood up, hid part of my body behind a pillar. instinctively, 20sec later, i turned to tat guy with video cam again, to my horror, this time he has directed his video cam up, stil straight at me! i was very sure tat he's shooting me. but.. wat can i do?

I really didn't know wat to do.. my fren was blur as well.. For an instance, i really felt stupid. humiliated. vulnerable. fragile. after a little while (1-2minutes) i turned to him again, this time he smiled and even raised his eyebrow at me. I retaliated (or is it qualified to be termed as retaliated? sigh..) with a fierce glare at him, for about 20 seconds.. my eyes were fixed at his. Ppl around were already looking at me and him, glaring at him straight, for at least 15 seconds. Moments later, i guess he became embarassed and looked away from me.

But my heart was still boiling blood! Can some one pls tell me, at such situation, isn't there anything i can do to prevent him from shooting me?? if u were me, wat wil u do? just let it happen?

BRRRRRR.... !!!

Ramadhan month

This is the month of holiness.. so the Muslims said. Well, in reality I quite like this month, coz most of my frens behave extremely, excessively well (i'd say!) during this month.. and they dress well and beautiful and sweet la.. like ina, yani n syahar.. woo.. baju melayu all the time, hey, u guys reali look smart and pretty in them! bravo!

Last tue and wed, we were having radiology rota, and i was expecting some of my rotamates to ponteng a few hours.. (esp A & A! :P who always look for ways to elude from rota). To my horrid surprise, they didn't skip a bit of it! oh hoh.. tats.. enthralling.. i had to find ways to knock myself to reality, until i finali gave up.. & believed their words, "We din't ponteng, like you ar! ah-so.." yeah.. for the first time.. so like me.. :P hehe..

besides, ever since the beginning of the ramadhan month, i've never heard (so far) my malay frens throwing "rude" teasing words at one another. One day i heard yani mention tat nobody should smoke during the puasa time. It was the first time i learned this, thus i questioned here n there until suddenly Khairil carrying an intrigued (which he seldom does) look, "siapa rokok? siapa?" Geez.. is this an uztaz in the makin? "Pam, you nampak siapa rokok?" dun wori Khairil.. i didnt get to catch anyone red handed.. will handcuff em n send to you once i see any, k? ;)

In control

today i realized sth new.. our moods, subconscous behaviour n emotions are controlled by...

the AMYGDALA in our brain!

so frens.. the next time u find ur mood swingy, perhaps ur amygdala is playing see-saw wit ya. ;)

hehe.. here's a consolation phrase for ppl who thought their amygdala could b misbehaving.. "Live, Learn and Laugh at it."

wats goin on?

Last week spelt doom, and this week, i honestly have no idea of how it'll turn out. For no reason at all (apparently) i lost mood in almost everything i did last week, and everything just doesn't seem to turn out right. It was a tug-of-emotion. confusing. Perhaps like ck said, imbalance of hormone.. once a month.. bla bla..but his hypothesis was wrong, definitely.on second thought, perhaps the word "imbalance" was correct.

This week, my moods turned out.. offset. Yesterday for instance, i was, absent-mindedly talkin w Mr Davies in the class during the lectures.. until suddenly i heard Dr C's voice, "you're distracting me". goodness! suddenly all the street lights brightened.. and a flash of light from the heaven hit me straight on the head, immediately plunging me deep into a pit of guilt. The guilt crept into every corner of my visual axis.. sigh.. i just cant get away with it. Then I thought of my sweet lecturer, Dr Gurmeet.. she once told us not to let the guilt hang unto us for too long.. its unhealthy.. yah.. its true.. but.. i just can't do it. At least not for now.. maybe tomoro? =)

And I just had a test - small animal diseases. I was told before that diabetes mellitus will be included in the test, but somehow, during the revision and all the last minute studies.. "DIABETES" failed to make its way into part of my revision. Gosh! And i didn't even realize this until they started distributing the q papers, and i saw many "DIABETES" staring at me. Gosh! ..... ... (taking a deep breath here)..

anyway.. i hope i won't do such stupid mistakes again in future.. and of course, hopefully my M-16 worked out fine in the test. if it did not, guess i'll have to invest on better shotguns then.